SG Fairy

This week has ben terrible... just terrible... i feel terrible... i dun even know what to feel or think. i'm confused, lost, angry, sad, alone...

it's like a nightmare come to life... and i dun know how to deal with it, except to keep my mind occupied.

sigh.... i'm kinda glad the weekend is here now... i just wanna chill, stone, let my mind go blank so i dun think at all. but then again, i'm afraid.... when i'm alone at home... nothing's to stop me from thinking again.

i think i'll open a bottle of wine.