Saturday, August 19, 2006
getting better... calmer... more at peace with myself...
you just force yourself to think lesser each day... each time the thing pops up in your mind, you firmly grasp hold of it, and kick it out... coz when you do think about it, that's when you start getting all depressed and insecure, thinking, "why me? what did i do wrong?" or something other shit like that...
you've worked out the logic... and while you may wish that it doesn not have to be this way, you go along with it nonetheless, coz you rather still have the entire garden of roses, nevermind that it'll include one weed.... the pros' are greater. and once you've worked that out, you stop thining about it... of course you can't instantly stop... but bit by bit, little by little... you think less about it, and you relax more, get less upset with yourself... and things go back to normal... another hurdle tackled...
that's life... shit comes along, you learn to handle them... relationships get stronger... you mature... you move along...
you just force yourself to think lesser each day... each time the thing pops up in your mind, you firmly grasp hold of it, and kick it out... coz when you do think about it, that's when you start getting all depressed and insecure, thinking, "why me? what did i do wrong?" or something other shit like that...
you've worked out the logic... and while you may wish that it doesn not have to be this way, you go along with it nonetheless, coz you rather still have the entire garden of roses, nevermind that it'll include one weed.... the pros' are greater. and once you've worked that out, you stop thining about it... of course you can't instantly stop... but bit by bit, little by little... you think less about it, and you relax more, get less upset with yourself... and things go back to normal... another hurdle tackled...
that's life... shit comes along, you learn to handle them... relationships get stronger... you mature... you move along...
