Saturday, June 23, 2007
Preparations underway.. well, kinda
this evening i met with some old sec sch friends... four of us were in the same class from sec 1-2. and i dun know about you, but i have fonder memories of my sec 1-2 class than the sec 3-4 one... perhaps coz the sec3-4 class was a combination of different groups of people from different classes... and the competition was not really good in helping develop friendships.
anyway... the purpose of the meeting was to consolidate our contacts so we could get started getting our old classmates to this reunion gathering i maintain i was emotionally blackmailed into putting together.
tt took less than 20 minutes. and for the remaining 3-plus hours we were together, we just sat in this cafe and ate and chatted.... some catching up, talking about the old days.
one of the guys i met tonight was this person i used to have a major crush on in sec 2. and as we talked about the stuff we all did together, i turned to look at him and i wondered, how in the world did i fall for him anyway? through our conversation, i was reminded how i hated him in sec 1 coz i thought he was an arrogant piece of shit, and he never even participated in class gatherings, and was always so difficult when i had to coordinate the silly cheering/singing practices for inter-class competitions.
and yet somehow, i had fallen head over heels with this guy... and boy did he cause me a lot of heartache in my angst teenage years, right up into upper sec... and now that i think about it... i really wasted a lot of time pinning away for him, when we're so not compatible. i mean, he's a great guy, a good friend to have, but as a bf... we really wouldn't have made it.
shows you just what misguided teenagers we were... not really able to make decisions... even with frienships, i made some mistakes along the way...
thank goodness i'm all grown up now... err, well, at least that's what i think... hahaha
anyway... the purpose of the meeting was to consolidate our contacts so we could get started getting our old classmates to this reunion gathering i maintain i was emotionally blackmailed into putting together.
tt took less than 20 minutes. and for the remaining 3-plus hours we were together, we just sat in this cafe and ate and chatted.... some catching up, talking about the old days.
one of the guys i met tonight was this person i used to have a major crush on in sec 2. and as we talked about the stuff we all did together, i turned to look at him and i wondered, how in the world did i fall for him anyway? through our conversation, i was reminded how i hated him in sec 1 coz i thought he was an arrogant piece of shit, and he never even participated in class gatherings, and was always so difficult when i had to coordinate the silly cheering/singing practices for inter-class competitions.
and yet somehow, i had fallen head over heels with this guy... and boy did he cause me a lot of heartache in my angst teenage years, right up into upper sec... and now that i think about it... i really wasted a lot of time pinning away for him, when we're so not compatible. i mean, he's a great guy, a good friend to have, but as a bf... we really wouldn't have made it.
shows you just what misguided teenagers we were... not really able to make decisions... even with frienships, i made some mistakes along the way...
thank goodness i'm all grown up now... err, well, at least that's what i think... hahaha
